So today is St. Valentine's Day. On sentimental days like these I always think about the loves I've lost. I know, so does everyone else! That's exactly why these days suck! I'm also a little pissed because the stupid Blogger won't import my images with the correct color.

Today I went out and bought a bottle of my favorite Cabernet Sauvignon, I got my favorite food from my favorite Thai restaurant, and a Yahrzeit candle representing my past love and to burn in it's effigy.

I'm not sure if you know what a Yahrzeit candle is or not, so I'll explain. It's a candle that you burn, and it's set up specifically to burn for 24 hours straight. It's a Jewish thing you do on an anniversary of the death of something you loved. I didn't loose her on St. Valentine's Day, but still I burn a candle because I'll be thinking about it. I guess in a weird way I kind of feel like I'm keeping a flame going for her. After all I know that I'll always be there for her if she is coming back. Until then, I'll just stay sensitive to the idea of her coming back, but I'll still live my life at the same time. ~Coelacanth